looking out the window

well I found out over the weekend that they offered the h/b position to someone else. I am trying to keep my head up, and still keep thinking positively. I am trying not to think that maybe it was a hopeless dream to try and become a keeper. Who am I kidding? There are so many people that are trying to get into this field, and it sometimes seems like it will be impossible to get in. I know that this is how every keeper has felt at some point. I am getting more and more frustrated I think, because I feel like I am standing in a room full of doors, and every time I try to open one, it slams in my face. Sometimes doors need to close before more can open...

So for now, I'll just keep looking out the window.

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Don't give up on what you want. You are meant to be a keeper - just keep your chin up and your sights set.