I was trying to wait until I had some time to compose a well thought out and composed posting of my New Years, and the following events, but I am not sure when that will be, so I will just come out and say it. I probably never should have gone on the trip with Jarrett to Vancouver. I thought it might be a way to start things over, and re-group away from the stresses of our daily lives, but instead, we ended up fighting constantly, and had one of the worst New Years on record. I don't want to go into the nitty gritty details, but we ended up calling it quits. It is so hard to know when to let go... but I think it would have only been a matter of time before it ended. I felt that we were too different, and that nothing we did was going to change the people that we are inside. There is nothing wrong with that, as we are both really great people... There is nothing we could have done, didn't do, etc.

It is really hard to go through this again, and to hurt someone you care about. I know in the end, everything will be ok, and this is for the best. Doesn't make it any easier though...

So sorry about the shocker... and sorry it wasn't written any better. I am also resisting the urge to change blog addresses again... I know that Jarrett knows this blog address...

Comments

[C]

So sorry to hear your New Year's trip sucked the big one but if it's for the best that you guys decided to end it, then it's for the best. Here's to hoping a great year in 2007! If you do move to another blog address can I follow? :-)

[Rock Chalk]

Sorry... Hang in there. Mr. Right is out there, counting down the days until he meets you. It's just a matter of time. Happy '07!

[Africableu]

Whoah -- remind me never to plan a romantic trip to Canada...

Sorry this had to happen, but I'm glad you seem to be at peace about it. Change away, if you need to, but please whisper the whereabouts of your new digs in my ear (or at my site).

[C]

Where are you? Everything (relatively?) okay? I hope so! I saw 25 years of Nature on PBS last night-did you see it?-it was amazing! I hope you were able to catch it. I was bawling by the end when the zookeeper had to leave his elephant at the sanctuary! Hope all is well with you!